I haven't written in a while. Mostly because I am constantly consumed which things I am trying to complete or should be completing. I could write reems on what I have done in the last 3 weeks or so but frankly, the people I have kept in contact with are the only people who actually give a shit and secondly I can't be bothered to explain 21 days of activity to an online journal that probably isn't read anymore because i don't get so shitty about everything anymore.
Although unrealistic, i severely resent how nothing in life is simple. I have three people to call tomorrow over things that should never have happened. I'm eternally confused, isolating myself from 95% of people was probably the best decision i ever made. I didn't want to come back here and I especially didn't want to face college again. Instead of approaching the fact that I should be studying for exams and completing work I instead spent the whole day clock-watching and realising that 4 out of 14 people in my history class were wearing stripes today; including me.
I am desperate to be with you always, and I am so glad you know this.
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