Consumed Consumer

Thanks National Rail for raping me of £48. I whole-heartedly appriciate what a fucking rip-off you fatcat bastards are and hope one day whilst you are squandering the millions/billions/trillions of pounds you make by dragging the pennies out of people you contract some form of greedy-shit disease/illness and die.
Cheers again.


In other news I actually feel sick at the amount of calories I have consumed in the past 72 hours. It doesn't even bear thinking about.

Eighteen Candles

Well actually my cake had two, and i had two cakes. Well four if you count the two i shared with other people. Four cakes is actually pretty impressive. It's funny how now I've turned 18 I'm really upset I won't get treated like a child anymore. I have no age-excuse anymore. It also means no more youth-sympathy/presents/ excuse to be overweight/lazy/not fully formed. I guess it's what I've always wanted. But right now all I want truthfully is 5,400 miles away. But that will change in 10days and I can't wait.

I've realised recently as a female how little we support our own sex. I don't know what ever happened to that whole 'girl power' thing the suffragettes, and more popularly the spice girls evoked in some people but i seem to be the only person still burning her bra and secretly resenting the male race. I miss sisterhood and boys being smelly and something we avoided. I'm not pining for my youth again I'm just pining haha.

I feel I have little direction in this current moment of time because I'm tired and defeated. I also have the Hot Fuss album by the killers on Repeat and it's making me quite emotional. Sadly.

The Freedom to be Free

You know your life needs a bit of a push in the more sociable direction when all the librarians know you by your first name. Having finally completed the bane of my existance that has been my EPQ investigation I can look upon all 5,842 words and weep with joy. My current penchant for printing it out repeatedly to remind myself that i have actually finished it is not only personally unhealthy but probably wiping out half of Sherwood forest and diminishing my pledge to be 'environmentally aware'. Yeah.

Still applying for University, I have since today found out that i have to complete a second application for Cambridge once they have accepted my first. Come on?! I never realised it would be so hard to actually make something of my life in this way. I mean, I have achieved the actual desire to go to university; but not only did i find the whole UCAS thing a completely horrific experiance but they're now saying i have to apply again?

My car failed its MOT yesterday and i'm in mourning, I am going on a second hunt for car parts today, but this time accompanied with a male who can do the talking while i stand a look.. ahem... pretty. A self-confessed feminist; I'm not too happy relaying this information but will be ecsstatic when my car is repaired and re-tested on Monday and passes.

If i don't start seeing friends outside of both my jobs/college now the essay-of-my-life is over i think I'm going to perish in a mass of printings and restaurant condiments.