Although technically not considered a 'lunch break' anymore by the college bigwigs, it can't be anything but a college lunchbreak because i am bored out of my skull. I percieve myself as sounding so life-unfufilled seeing as most my posts seem to mention how exasperatingly bored I am - but you have to understand; as a college student i can't spend 80% of my life as anything other than bored. It seems to be around the same time everyday that i am faced with the dire prospect of feeling like i have nothing of interest to do. Sure i could be reading one of the 25 or so books to consider for my projects, but yet another thing one must understand as a college student is that it is a hidden rule that we fail to do what we should or could be doing to pass the time. I've only been in since 11.30 (and i was late) and i still feel hard done by.
I think you know as much as i do now that i don't particularly like people. Generally. What other reason have i got for sitting on on Tuesday nights watching policing programs about drunk men falling asleep in a doorway, only to wake up and take a leak on the side of a church? None. I didn't even enjoy the program, again it just passed time. I resent how pathetic I make myself sound, yet relish it at the same time.
I want sweets.
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