I need serious help for my addiction to gameboy and talk shows. It is the apotheosis in the procrastination of my college work; which i'll later regret because i don't think a drug addict, failure father or crazy grandmother will be any explanation as to why my work remains uncompleted. I seriously can't help myself. I'd rather watch Sally Jesse Raphael of all things then read about the sick people who think it's morally ok to deny the holocaust.
I'm failing to accept that college begins again thursday. I abjure to having to face another year being civil to people who i don't like and having to explain to every single stereotype of a student that no, i don't drink and no, i don't smoke weed. No, i don't want to come to the pub at lunch time for a pint with you, i think i'd rather eat my lunch off the toilet bowl. I don't belong here a single bit, i feel like a blind man at the movies, complete waste of time.
I love being caught in this limbo of being in love, seeing my friends and not doing a lot with my time. I think i just need to get the three more gym badges on Pokemon Crystal and i'll finally accept that i am no longer on a college hiatus. Sigh.
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