Friday, 1 August 2008

Life, On Repeat.

I always find when something gets repeated at random several times within a short period of my life that i truely question the means of 'coincidence' and 'fate'. Currently, 'Lewd Acts' has cropped up so many times within reading and coversation as of late when previously never before that i can only question why? I also question why i even worry about this little state of affairs. Probably because day to day at home my life is so repetitional that mind-boggling thought processes are the only way to make each day different, or meaningful.

Which brings me on to my main decision today (i have a main decision for everyday) that the best thought processes occur whilst pre-sleep. its the interperiod of getting into bed and drifting off where my greatest epiphanies (or conclusions about anything) occur. For a while i got into a habit of turning on the lamp and writing them down. Now i just lay there and hope my mind will be as active in the morning when i can be bothered to actually sit up and come to terms with the fact i'm still in that bed, in that room, predominantly on my own.

Ever ached for something so bad it simmers in the bottom of your stomach?
I completed my to-do list from yesterday within today's 24hour time span.
But i wore pink.

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