Coma Update.

Current mood; unsocial
Current personal wellbeing; blocked up nose, aching legs, tired eyes
Currently reading; 'silent scream' by Josh Cannon
Currently thinking; why can't I be in California?

Work today was bareable, however i drank three cans of soda and i'm contemplative as to what effect this is going to have on me, especially as i am currently drinking from the fourth. I think i have a post-America addiction to drinking soda everyday being morally (or personally) ok. I then got home, had approximately an hour to shower and recouperate from being up since 4am and i played football. Not so bareable.

Now i'm sulking and want to be sociable with the one person i can't be with right now. I'm tugging on my own heartstrings. Day to day is leaving me grey.

I'm glad i got to wear shorts out this afternoon. I also never knew there were so many ways to kill yourself. I guess i learnt today about auto-decapitation. I think from this evening onwards i'm going to be wary of anyone tying their shoe on the edge of the pavement. Maybe i should carry some 'don't do it' pamplets for safe measures. Maybe i should stop thinking about this when in reality i don't care all that much.
Maybe i should just go to sleep.