Tired Eyes

Currently, i feel constantly lasooed by some dull ache that sits just behind my eyes and makes response slow. Whilst it feels like a handicap everything slows down kind of and i find it a lot easier to just breathe. I tend to find that i never have the time to take in my surroundings; well ironically, now i'm plagued with tired eyes i can. If just for a few extra seconds.

I woke up at 12.30pm today, initially i was disappointed, i never know how i manage to spend half the day in bed when i'm normally so pent on doing things and achieving something, even if its getting up early enough to insult one of my parents just before they go to work.

My love of weetabix and morning cartoons is expanding, well i say morning, cartoons anytime of the day seeing as i am also currently encapable of getting up before noon, regardless i'm in love. I couldn't feel more natural huddled in my sheets with a bowl and the simpsons for company; i have a secret adoration for big shirts and morning hair that is untainted by the general zeitgeist of feeling rough in the morning. I never feel rough, i feel at home.

I can't stop thinking about that exam yesterday and how i feel like i completely blew over. Then there's you..

'i'm not saying i can't live without you. I just don't want to.'