I've watched the day go past my window, and everything has stayed the same. I woke up alone at 1.30pm. I can't help but feel absent waking up to complete silence and wandering aimlessly for a little while in next to nothing drinking juice and wondering what i am going to make out of having nothing to do.
I feel tired and withdrawn in all honesty, don't be confused. I'm content, just not quite here. I've been watching, and don't as me why, 'girls of the playboy mansion' and its bizzare how they all have blonde hair. Apparently although brunettes have more fun, blondes are more likely to get naked for money? I'm not sure, this program only reinforces society's warped view of the perfect figure. When you ask anyone to draw a chick they always have a super skinny waist and huge boobs, genetically, thats very unlikely. But also quite commical.
Maybe getting a boob-job would increase my chances of rolling in it as opposed to working hard for a degree? Or maybe I could just 'roll around' with the right people to ensure success. This could quite possibly be the biggest career decision i'm going to make.
This is my actual sugar-daddy advert. Apply here.
Hahaha i need fresh air before i think i'm Barbi Benton.
11 days!
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