One long weekend and three shows is going to be living life to its fullest currently. Being defined by college and work and sleep and sleeping at college means spending so much money that i don't have a pot to piss in is no big deal if i'm seeing a thousand people and spending a thousand minutes away from home, and college, and work, and sleeping at college.
Right now, life is somewhat amorous, when you desire being wanted for five minutes to feel like being wanted for a lifetime. The thousand people you see, you want them to miss you just a little bit so you feel every decision you have made in the past 48 hours have been the right ones. Even when i am doing what i choose i feel like i'm possibly spunking time up the wall that could be spent doing more better things.
The last two DTN shows have been good, one more to go, and i can't bear the thought of facing reality once more on Tuesday, and all the things i'm gonna have to try and forget.
'And I am bleeding,
and its because you shot me in the head,
and it wont take long,
before i break down and i collapse..
you give me heartattacks'.
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